It's Singapore's 42nd Birthday! Congratulations Singapore! Happy National Day and happy holidays to those who don't have to work or go to school!

This is the loneliest national day I've ever had. I couldn't remember what I did for previous years, but there were definitely people with me. I'm now alone at home. My mum went to Malaysia on our country's birthday! Haha.. nothing wrong with that. Just that I feel really bored at home. =(

Anyway, I had a very good CGM last night. Was very ministered by the word and ministry. God reminded me of the verses He's given to me before He launched me out into the CG ministry. And He told me that it isn't any coincidence that this verses were mentioned almost every week ever since I stepped down. It's an assurance that He wants to give to me so that I can continually move on in my walk with Him and not lose sight of Him.

During the whole CGM, I just felt that God wants me to know that it's my attitude towards my situation that's gonna make or break me. Though a lot of things happened just a few days ago, I did questioned God why I had to go through all these, but I ended up thanking and praising Him. I learnt to trust Him all over again and not worry so much about the finances and all, He began to work and blesses me here and there. What the devil meant for evil, God will always turn it around. BUT, I believe this will only happen when our attitude towards God is one of trust and belief. Trust in Him with all our hearts and lean not on our own understanding. Those who prays and believe will have their prayers answered. That's the key to unlock the barriers in front of us and also to open the door of joy in our lives. I truly feel happier these few days.

So, I'm gonna praise Him in all situations and learn to trust in Him all over again. =D